November 2008
77 posts
i love the way you call me, whatever the meaning is.. i just know that this is the good thing.
right way
and we’re never mature enough to decide which one’s right and which one’s wrong. what we do is following our heart’s calling. and what’s the point of regrets, if we’re here anyway?
afterworks
duduk berdua dengan teman, dua botol bir, dan hujan. di depan, pantai kuta memanggil - manggil, tapi tetap tak dihiraukan. kita sibuk menepis titik - titik air yang berjatuhan dan membasahi helai rambut hingga membentuk kristal yang sesekali berjatuhan. sibuk untuk bercengkerama, dan tertawa - tawa ketika kita membahas tentang cinta dan moralitas yang ada. marxisme, kemerdekaan, pergerakan, buatku...
do you know what is the best thing of rain?
when it doesn’t make you wet.
a certain person is getting mentally sick. i wonder why some people enjoy the sadness that bad, instead of living the life in a good way.
i miss you
and here is the space, between you and me. do you feel the same?
feel the people
satu hal lagi dari beberapa hal yang membuat gw bersyukur pernah ketemu sama dia adalah, he feels the people around him..
good people
gw percaya, dan selalu percaya di dunia ini banyak ada orang baik, seberapa banyakpun orang ga baik yang gw kenal.
dan kmaren, gw bertemu dengan beberapa dari mereka. setelah ketemuan sama temen di sanur, ban motor gw kempes. ban kempes adalah penyakit yang paling sering gw alamin. akhirnya dorong dong gw. dan selama perjalanan dengan dorong itu, there were three men who help me. udah bapak -...
“you’re a part time lover and a full time friend..”
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juno’s ost for you
what’s the point of telling you the truth if you listen to your voice somehow?
Q the book
sad.
he can’t get it for me. as the replacement, he gives an ipod. but still, it can’t be replaced. :|
“lets keep the distance between us, so you’ll have a space without me...”
– me on night conversation
ubud
doing something that i enjoy so much is like a date, as always. time flies faster. so did my weekend. after cleared up with the room, i’ve spent most of the time by watching the movie. and went to ubud for a whole day on sunday. ubud always makes me fall in love. had lunch, till an evening coffee with friends. chat, laugh, and a thousand feeling of missing him.
9pm arrived home, and he was...
so here i go again for the weekend. spending the time with my lil blue world. yeaps.. that is my room. i’ll put some picture here and there, packing some ga-penting stuffs, keep the important ones. hope i could capture it afterall. doing those things is more likely doing a date with someone. i enjoy it so much and time goes fly faster…
maybe i’ll come and visit your...
relationship..
in a relationship, you can be a small piece of cake, and you need a huge piece of cake to complete you and make you feel better. or you can be a whole cake and only need a little cherry to make it prettier.
one of our conversations before dinner.
“you can lock your girlfriend at home and keep her in a safe box if you want, but...”
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mbak nuke
other's shoes
again, another life lesson.
you can’t expect someone’s reaction on something. sometimes, it happens beyond your imagination, and boom.. it surprises you! put the feet on the other’s shoes does not always work, specially if you even don’t know the size.
it’s lil bit sad, to knowing that someone cut the relationship even only for friend. but that’s life anyway, you can’t expect everything will happen as you wish for. just accept it, and lets keep the life go on.
it’s not easy to keep my flame still on while people around me is flameless. i should be stand. should be.
silence
sometimes we don’t need any words to saying that you meant so much for me. ssstt.. just silent, and let your heart feels me.
you. me. the darkness. seven minutes moment.
you!
the morning conversation between us always makes me miss you.. and the message afterwards makes me miss you more..
it wasn’t so hard to cross that street after all, it all depends on who’s waiting for you on the other side.
when i'm with you..
currently i’m falling in love with lifehouse’s song, learn you inside out..
see my feet on the ground but it feels like the world’s gravity drowned when i’m with you i’m high
yang gw tetap tidak mengerti adalah, ketika elo mencintai seseorang, kenapa elo menyakitinya? and what’s the point of being loved if all you get is pain..
and i can’t stand to see my dear friend without do anything..
“everyone has their own choice, to be in pain all the rest of their life, or...”
– me on morning conversation
whispers
the most romantic scene of yesterday was..
..when you walked to me in the middle of the crowd, and you whispered “you’re beautiful tonight, dear. can you feel me?”
my weekend
it was a very busy weekend. i painted a side of wall in my room after work. dark blue. when i was telling him, he suggested me to put some pattern as wallpaper. i might try it later, he promises to do the pattern. i love the new color, it gives me much more energy.
then again, he invited me for dinner. well prepared dinner, with appetizer, main course, dessert, and wine. only four of us, me and...
the wishes
dear my dear friend..
i wish you have a very good day today, and also the days afterward. may god bless you with health, wealth and happiness. give you more strength to stand on the problems..
be nice, be good. spare more time for your own life..
weekend
what i love about saturday is when i said to my colleagues,
“have a nice weekend for you..”
i really meant it. wishing them have a very nice weekend. as mine.
maybe my life it self never been changed. me who has changed. it might not be better, but i’m wiser.
him
i watched my blueberry nights twice, the second was with him. after had very romantic dinner at his place. did i say he cook? yes, he cooked. he loves to cook. he’s the first man i meet who loves to cook, if i don’t count in my brother. pasta brocolli yadayada. and he served cup of coffee afterwards. he’s good coffee maker, tho. i think it will be fun to live with someone like...
“being with him is like walking on a roller coaster. you feel the beat, you enjoy...”
smooth
what i learn from my experience, the easier you get something, the easier you’ll lose it. and being rush is not a good thing, specially if there is still alot of time left. just let it flow..
the world
i’ve been very busy lately, and don’t have time to blogwalking. ops, actually.. it’s not about time, it’s about i’m busy with another “thing”. so here i am now, on reading some blog posts after friends message me about someone. not a good message, tho.
i realized a thing…
it’s about the differences, between you and me. it doesn’t always...
down
sepotongsenja:
sometimes, when someone’s down, the other could help them to up. but sometimes they don’t do that. not by they don’t wanna do that, but they just don’t know how to do it.
f
and i didn’t know what to say to you this morning, dear.. my deep condolences for your father..
“lo klo cari pacar jangan yang norak, karena orang yg paling berpeluang menulari...”
– gw ke temen.
passion
are you passionate person?
talking with you always left a big question that keep spinning inside my head..
dan gw teringat pembicaraan dengan hein entah berapa bulan lalu. tentang kemerdekaan gw akan hidup gw. betapa dia iri dengan gw yang bisa memilih pacaran sama siapa dan bagaimana, keluar malem bahkan pulang pagi, yang bisa dengan mudahnya mencicipi segala macam minuman memabukkan hanya...
20%
hm, okay.. i’ll keep that number. 20% is the bottom. it might be increase, depend on the surprise that you give to me. the more you give, the more i don’t know you.
deal. lets keep our self as strangers. and start now on, i’ll call you MY stranger, lady.
am i that serious person?
my blueberry nights
Elizabeth: I guess I’m just looking for a reason. Jeremy: From my observations, sometimes it’s better off not knowing, and other times there’s no reason to be found. Elizabeth: Everything has a reason. Jeremy: Hmm. It’s like these pies and cakes. At the end of every night, the cheesecake and the apple pie are always completely gone. The peach cobbler and the chocolate...
love monday
i’m in good mood today. 05.30 pm and i’m still at the office, doing the things of my work and chatting with a friend. that’s good, innit?
hello, stranger!
what happened when i’ll be no more stranger? will you get bored of me?
if someday we’ll get merried .. you still and will be a stranger.. coz we never really know someone even for our live time..
a morning conversation. deep, as always..
homeless
so, how’s your weekend?
i was homeless. i stayed at minimart till morning.
waw, your life is so perfect!!
:|
would you mind to accompany me to go surfing? no,it would be okay, i love the sea by distance, i can’t swim. why? i just can’t release my body, i don’t trust any. hm..maybe i can help you with that, you know..sometimes i think the reason we meet is to complete each other.
is it you?
dari pembicaraan dengan mbak lulu, gw sependapat klo memang semua orang pada akhirnya akan mencari seseorang yang common sense nya sama. and once that person walk away on the front of you, don’t ever let him go.
first
so, how was it?
it was good. he’s a nice person to talk with, so funny you know. and the conversation with him is always insightful and deep.
are you communicate in english?
of course we are. why?
you didn’t get drunk, did you?!
this time, no. :|
“gw tau rasanya ketika girang sampe pengen lompat - lompat. bahkan gw baca...”
–
gw
good mood.
i don’t like drama in my life. that’s why you can feel me just through our conversation on skype. and you’re right, stranger! i’m in good mood today..
“seringkali kata hati itu datang dengan bayang - bayang. elo ngerasa sedih...”
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gw ke temen.
the rain
do you believe in destiny?
yes, i do. why?
nothing. just wanna ask. i believe it, tho. everything will happen on the right time. even we try so hard and make alot of efforts, when it’s not the time, then it won’t happen. did it rain at your place?
nope. it’s only cloudy there.
mine was rainning hard around 6, i thought you wouldn’t come. or either me. but it stopped at...
“people start to blame anything anyone than their self, when they can’t...”
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me.
“if you only know the good part of someone, then you don’t know him/her at...”
– f 