August 2008
65 posts
feel complete..
..i just finished of making pudding and kolak. and trying to finish john grisham’s book, but damn..i feel sleepy :(
beuh..
why do those girls try so hard to make everyone loves them?
life is just fine..
pas di perjalanan balik dari padi - padi untuk jemput win, di sela - sela gw mabok dan pengen muntah ( siyal, liquer bikin gw mabok?! ), gw inget gw bilang sesuatu ke nov. tanpa babibu, gw bilang, klo belakangan ini gw jarang ngerasa sedih. ya, bahkan gw lupa kapan terakhir kali gw ngerasa sedih. sesekali gw ngerasa ga enak, tapi itupun tidak lama, dan bukan sebuah kesedihan. gw bukannya lagi...
sure it was great party..
..actually i really don’t care how was the party going, coz i was to busy with my friends, beers and liquers. too bad wine was not free of charge. haha. and tell you what, getting drunk by glasses of beer and liquer is horrible.
piece of morning conversation..
“i love to stay here. many kind people out there. it’s save place. if you’re going to another country, such us stay at london, that’s not save as you see on TV. bombs everywhere. 5 times in a month. but of course, it never boadcasts on TV, their goverment will cover it no matter how. that’s what happen in big country. blablabla..”
that’s what an expat...
it's friday..
.. and i feel so much fine. plan to go to parti o holic tonight. with bunches of friend promise to come. i think it will be temporary farewell party, one month off for ramadhan. :D
ngaben..
..ini yang kadang membuat gw terkesima ama adat di bali. ada ngaben di depan kantor gw, dan jalan di by pass ditutup. eh, kenapa gw terkesima yah? nyepi saja bisa membuat mereka nutup airport kok.
i'm so hungry..
..really. just back from pantry and grab anything i can eat. :|
by my self..
..its 8 o’clock at night, listening to romantic song at the radio, just finished to clean up my room..and need to take a bath. hungry. but i hate to have dinner by my own. oppss..not only dinner, i hate to have meals alone.
kulkas..
..gw perlu 2 hari untuk defrost bunga es nya. worthed seh, secara gw cuma bersihin sangat jarang, bisa sampe berbulan - bulan. terakhir entah kapan. dan kalo gw pikir, kulkas gw fungsinya cuma menyimpan makanan sebelum akhirnya dibuang.
“because love doesn’t need promises, it needs proofs.”
–
my self on a chat log.
on cheating..
maaf ya, aku tidak bisa memberikan apa - apa.
tidak apa, akupun juga tidak menginginkan apa - apa.
karena memang lama - lama hati sudah mati rasa.
while getting stress..
…my co worker runs to pantry and get an extra lunch at 3 o’clock. and while i’m getting stress, i’m going to pantry and made a cup of coffee milk..
membincang bosan...
gw kira memang semua itu ada masanya. ada masa dan ada kadaluarsa. pertama gw kenal mirc dan gw sangat menggila. tapi setelahnya apa? ym pun demikian, dari yang suka cari teman - teman baru, hingga akhirnya gw end up dengan pasang status invis ke kebanyakan orang (kalau tidak semuanya), hanya karena gw merasa ini smua sudah tidak lagi menyenangkan. blog pun demikian. lalu kopdar kopdar. bahkan...
the hard week..
..i dunno why, all the people at this office getting stress and looks depressed. padahal bukannya sudah gajian yah? :D
disclaimer..
..alasan pertama gw untuk nutup blog (dan bukan menghapusnya), adalah karena gw perlu space. ya, gw perlu ruang untuk pikiran gw sendiri. untuk dunia gw, tanpa perlu banyak orang membacanya, lalu mereka akan berasumsi dan lebih buruk adalah memberikan justifikasi - justifikasi yang menyebalkan. ya..ya, klo gw nya bisa cuek saja sih mungkin bukan masalah besar yah, jadi masalah besar klo gw nya ga...
crush!
..someone stupid hit me by his motorcycle this morning. nothing serious happened, just my right hand getting worse than before. ouch!
the return..
..one of things which made me happy lately is you. i’m so glad to hear you again, after few days without any messages and midnight conversations. stay there. as you used to be. i miss you. by distance.
busy..
..i hate to say that i’m busy. but damn, i’m that much busy lately. i just open tumblr, start to write something, but then i close it again with nothing. it happens many times, means i missed so much things to be written.
0819165494xxx
ada yang bilang, kebahagiaan itu bersumber dari kesadaran. sadar untuk menghargai diri, berpuas diri dengan apa yang diperoleh dan dia juga bilang semua itu ada dalam diri kita..
going to canggu...
..i miss my niece that much :|
barter
jadi mau di bawain kue?
iya dong.
tapi siapin makanan yah disana.
hm..iya deh, rani siapin makanan buat tante.
*giggles*
percakapan dengan rani, keponakan yang culas.
what day today?
argh. it’s monday. that’s why it’s so hard, even just update tumblr.
summer camp session..
..is going to pearl farm at karangasem on this weekend. yay!
fun after six..
btw, are you going to fun after six tonite?
ummm, dont think so, I wouldnt want to go there anymore :D
why?
because, well, its not fun.
i'm tired..
..i can’t stop coughing. ough.
from last weekend..
..spending all the day with a dear friend at bedugul. laugh, rain drops, and tons of fog. freeze, but happy.
from treespotter..
If you did it long enough and deep enough, he suspected, pretty soon you wouldn’t feel anything at all. ~Neil Gaiman, American Gods
rhys..
..don’t you think it’s a good name? as good as he is..
wall-e ost..
did you think you’d escaped from routine by changing the script and the scene?
despite all you made of it you’re always afraid of the change.
lost by coldplay..
just because I’m losing, doesn’t mean I’m lost doesn’t mean I’ll stop, doesn’t mean I’m in a cross just because I’m hurting, doesn’t mean I’m hurt doesn’t mean I didn’t get what I deserve no better and no worse
**arghh, you’re damn right!
give up..
..got fever. sniffle. cough.
I’ve had my run. just wanna go home..
teman..
lha emang kamu siapanya ? salah satu pemuja, salah satu penggemar, apa salah satu penyuka ?
tidak ketiganya. aku adalah temannya. teman yang merindukannya.
with a dear friend..
..it such a lovely night with a long bitchy conversation. haha. we’re gonna rock the world, aren’t we??
see you when i see you..
..i just drop to say hi, and goodbye. :)
senseless..
..and love turns into something left behind. past.
please just stay away...
i had a bad dream..
bad soundtracks..
..and bad surprise to knowing the boss appears, while he sould be at Kota Kinabalu!
toggletext.com
..hoho, thanks alot, izzy!
it helps me so much.
males mikir..
i start to write too much “blablabla” when sending sms.
hope they will understand what i’m thinking about.
but, were i really thinking of something anyway? :D
on own...
..planning to window shopping and jalan - jalan.
has been long time ago since the last time i did it.
cloudy..
..it’s just not rainy, either shinny..
..it’s just not black, either white..
..it’s just gloomy..
..and i feel lovely..
love always costs a thing..
.. if it’s not your heart, then it must be your money. :D
better...
how do you honestly feel about it? it’s bad.. but it’s not as bad as before. so i think it’s better.
compliments..
thanks, boss!
you made my day. haha.
kram...
i really don’t know how many times i go to upstair today,
but sure it must be too much.
what a wonderful night..
girls day out..
..to a friend’s funeral,who died by breast cancer. we’ll let you go without tears, but laugh. as you always did in every moment we had.
saturday..
..it’s supposed to be weekend, that’s why i come to the office and do nothing but have fun. *grin*
everybody loves drama..
.. instead of they keep it for their self, they prefer to tell everybody that they’re sick, weak, fall in love, painful, blablabla.
and sometimes they write it. like i did. hahaha
“Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened.”
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