June 2009
41 posts
i run to chase you, ignoring your ignorance. i do believe, that my love will enough for two of us. until oneday, i realize one thing. i’m out of love. getting exhausted. and being left.
and you ignore me when i said that i’m gonna walk beside you, because it’s just too easy. we need efforts in something called life. leave doesn’t fall just the way it is, there must be wind, ages, anything. something that makes it more complicated.
feels like flying...
… but not in the good one. seems i’m gonna get sick :|
maka pada satu pagi hari ia ingin sekali menangis/sambil berjalan tunduk sepanjang lorong itu/ia ingin pagi itu hujan turun rintik-rintik dan lorong sepi/agar ia bisa berjalan sendiri saja sambil menangis/dan tak ada orang bertanya kenapa/ia tidak ingin menjerit berteriakteriak/mengamuk memecahkan cermin membakar tempat tidur.
ia hanya ingin menangis lirih saja sambil berjalan sendiri dalam hujan...
love is in the air..
.. hr ini ngeliatin notification di facebook. 5 diantaranya in relationship. aw.. love is in the air, innit?
end of the month..
..means alot of things to do, report..report.. and report.
beberapa orang lebih suka merendahkan orang lain untuk meninggikan dirinya.
i’m falling in love with the sky. with its bright blue colour in my morning glory, the white clouds and the sun shines on the afternoon, so the stars on the night.
a friend told me about his relationship story. being cheated.
and i’m speechless, dunno what to say. been there. but everyone has their own way to cure their self.
it’s been a while since the last time i blog. i mean, going blogsphere. and i amazed that someone still remember me by saying, “oh..that dewi secret?”
am i that famous? hahaha. and, how can it be a secret if i ain’t that secret anymore?
finally, we talked when i was awake. awake. not in the middle of my tight sleep. and better i know you day by day.
denganmu seringkali harus kutelan kata - kata yang hampir saja kumuntahkan. tentang kerinduan yang menyergap ingatan. tentang perasaan terabaikan. dan deretan kesadaran akan sebuah permakluman. benarkan menjadi dewasa adalah matinya romantisme yang spontan?
seringkali tidak memahami apa yang sedang terjadi. dan menjadi lebih buruk ketika mood tak bisa kompromi. am i doing right? am i?
AQUARIUS (Does It In The Water) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.
yes, i am. :D
i love my new shoes.
he’s going home.
i always get insecure feeling for someone i love to be home. coz he might not gonna go anywhere anymore.
i do really miss you today, more than the days have passed.
i bought 2 tickets to bandung on airasia’s promo. one if for october, and another one is for my birthday. hahaha. shop till i drop.
but still, i wish they have more promo to jakarta.
i start to loving my job and those people when i’m gonna leave it. it’s not bad at all so i wanna leave it, but well..life is all about moving. and it’s the time. and chance.
definitely moving to marketing department. well, it’s marketing, not sales.
aku kira 2 manusia akan bisa jalan bersama klo keduanya punya perasaan yg sama. dan aku tidak bisa menunggu. karena menunggu menurutku adalah sesuatu yang egois. kecuali orang yg kita tunggu mau ditunggu.
well, have you ever worried about me?
a question such as, “are you okay?”, should not be answered, “just a minute.”
it made the feeling got worse.
alive!
all i wanna do lately is just having exercises. swimming on the beach, playing around, sunbathing, having bottles of beer with friends, hanging aorund.
executing than planning. doing than thinking.
aquarian
now i know how it feels, playing under water. and its’ totally fun. my brother asked me to join with him on the next free dive. hm, i might gonna try it.
beach. beach. beach.
and ocean next!
going to the beach on the weekend. i need to execute all these thoughts, drift it away..
“You can be in love and you can be in a relationship. But they’re not...”
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but i wanna be in relationship with you because i’m in love
keputusan untuk memilihmu bisa dikatakan sebagai sesuatu yang impulsif, mengikuti kata hati. tak pernah aku berpikir tentang alasan. siapa kamu. bagaimana kamu. bahkan kuputuskan untuk mengikuti kata hati tersebut terjadi ketika aku bahkan belum mengenalmu.
jadi, apakah tuhan yang harus kusalahkan untuk semua kelebihan dan kekuranganmu?
mood sering acak adut belakangan. expect the unexpected. some people are so annoying. start being irritated of it.
and that’s not cool anymore.
seringkali mempertanyakan tentang keputusan. tapi bukankah hati tak pernah salah?
a friend of me popped on my desk, just said, “look at your self, you need a holiday, girl!”
i think so.
sedang tidak fokus ke kerjaan, bikin banyak miss di beberapa hal. energi kebosanan mulai memuncak. mengharap weekend segera datang. segera.
who the hell are you so you think you know and need to know anything about me?
i skipped lunch, i could not eat anything when i’m exciting about something. sure, i’m gonna get hungry soon. but lets think about the rest later on..
first interview for new position. do it many times, but the beats still the same. fewh! hope everything will be good anyway.
i don’t know how to call it, but heard you said that he’s a looser makes me feel better. i don’t know wether it was because you said it, or he’s a truly looser.
but he is a looser anyway. and i’m glad to know that you care about me.
untuk mencintaimu tidak kubutuhkan banyak syarat. aku hanya tau. itu kamu.
ada semacam rasa ingin melompat - lompat ketika mengingatnya.
terus2an ditanyain apakah gw baik2 baik aja membuat gw ngerasa ga baik - baik aja. dang, i still can not resist you!
May 2009
38 posts
i decide to give my self a chance. for being loved.
morning calls woke me up around 3 this morning. a very long conversation. dan kamu adalah tersangka utama yang menyebabkan saya mengantuk siang ini, dan ga fokus karena kangen. sent.
